caught in the middle
Life is a maze
and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
I can't do it alone
(I've tried)
and I don't know why
Slow it down
make it stop
or else my heart is going to pop
'cuz it's too much
Yeah, it's a lot
to be something I'm not
I'm a fool
out of love
'cuz I just can't get enough
I'm just a little bit
caught in the middle
Life is a maze
and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
I can't do it alone
(I've tried)
and I don't know why
I am just a little girl
lost in the moment
I'm so scared
but don't show it
I can't figure it out
it's bringing me down
I know
I've got to let it go
and just enjoy the show
The sun is hot
in the sky
just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the sign
and synchronize in time
It's a joke
Nobody knows
they've got a ticket to that show
Yeah
I'm just a little bit
caught in the middle
Life is a maze
and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go
I can't do it alone
(I've tried)
and I don't know why
I am just a little girl
lost in the moment
I'm so scared
but don't show it
I can't figure it out
it's bringing me down
I know
I've got to let it go
and just enjoy the show
oh oh
Just enjoy the show
oh oh
I'm just a little bit
caught in the middle
life is a maze
and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go
I can't do it alone
(I've tried)
and I don't know why
I am just a little girl
lost in the moment
I'm so scared
but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
it's bringing me down
I know
I've got to let it go
and just enjoy the show
dum de dum
dudum de dum
Just enjoy the show
dum de dum
dudum de dum
Just enjoy the show
I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show
I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show"
--- The Show - Lenka
siapa yang pernah denger lagu diatas??siapa yang sukaa??hayoo ngakuu!!
saya sukkaaa!!bangett malahh!!
just enjoy the show!
and yes life is about the show!like it or leave it.
but i suggest u guys.. just live it!!
u like it or not just like lenka said.JUST ENJOYED THE SHOW!!
dan itulah yang sedang saia lakukan.SAIA BERUSAHA!!
berat memang tapi harus.YA HARUS!!
dilema.pasti!
seperti yang sedang saia alami sekarang.
diantara dua pilihan.dan saia harus memilih.ya,LAGI-LAGI HARUS!!
but life is about choosing anyway right?
and i hate this part right here!
kuliah versus kerjaa!!
kuliah
gw udah semester 4 sekarang (walaupun pernah cuti pas semester 3,yaa gara-gara dilema kayak gini juga!). tapi gw ngerasa isi otak gw masih kayak anak semester 1 or even worst kayak bukan anak pajak.I DUNNO MUCH WHAT THE HELL ABOUT ALL THOSE TAX THINGY!DAMNNN!sounds weird right??wakwakk..
but i have to stay focus continuing all of these things.gw harus kuliah.haruss!tapi banyak aja halangan-halangan buat gak focus.
entah itu emang dari masalah kerjaan di kantor, waktu yang kadang-kadang suka mepet yang ujung-ujungnya bikin jadi males kelass (tiba-tiba jadi keinget kata-kata si grace!towengggg!hikss) bahkan cuaca jelek a.k.a ujan aja bisa jadi bikin alasan buat gak masuk kelas.oh nooooo!!mau jadi apa coba gw?anak semester 4 yang bisa dibilang kagak ngerti apa-apa majornya!mirisssss! (walopun gw juga tau sehh,banyak temen-temen gw yang lebih gak tau.tapi banyak juga yang lebih tauu!but anyway gak usah ngikutin temen driipppphh!!).. tapi gw masih pengen jadi anak kuliahan seutuhnya lagi.. nongkrong sama anak-anak,ketawa-ketawa,ngerjain tugas,masuk kuliah pagi.. MAU!!
terus sekarang,
kerja
its been more than 6months since i worked here!first of all sih thanks God for make it happened to me.
6 bulan yang indah.bisa hura-hura.bebas beli apaan aja.makan-makan.senang-senang.its all about fun anyway (terlalu senang sampa-sampai gak sempet nabung! hahha.. maab-maab!).tapi makin kesini everything changing!bukan cuma apa atau siapa but semuanya!mulai sedikit jenuh dengan keadaan yang ada.. keluhan mengenai gaji lah, hubungan dengan partner kerja lah, sampai perasaan tidak berkembang di kantor ini.AND THE QUESTION IS?IS IT MATTER TO ME OR TO ENVY WHERE I BELONG??i just cant answer this question at the time.SPEECHLESS!ini udah sampai ke titik yang namanya jenuh!what should i do?let it go?no wayy lahh.gw gak (BELOM!lebih tepatnya) mau ngelepasin pundi-pundi uang gw ini sekarang.still wanna have some funnn!hahhahahha..
aint it difficult?YESS FOR SURE!
then why i just cant make it balance without sacrificing the other one?
the question keeps rolling!!
well,just like lenka said..
JUST ENJOYED THE SHOWW!!